TITLE : Every Time I Need You, You're With Me, Chapter 4
AUTHOR : Flor
PAIRINGS : Iker Casillas/Fernando Torres, Luis Figo/Raul
RATING : NC-17
DISCLAIMER : Unfortunately they all belong to themselves. What I write is not supposed to be real, I can only hope it to.

CHAPTER FOUR

"Jealousy kills. I know, Fernando."
"If you know, why don't you stop it?"
"Because it's stronger than me. I can't help it. I swear, all I want is to be with you. Not to move you away from me."
"But it is what you're doing to me. Tell me what you want to do. Tell me, Iker..."
"What I want to do? Fernando, I think it's obvious that all I want to do is remain with you."
"Then we have to something for it."
"Sorry?"
"We have to change things. I want all to be more clear. I want you not to be jealous for stupid reasons. I want you to think at me as at someone who's going to live with you forever."
"It's just what I do."
"Iker..."

Fernando got up and went towards the shore. He was barefoot and walked trough the foreshore. The night was lit by the crescent moon. He stopped in front of the sea, his glance lost in the deep of the darkness that embraced them. The breeze that blew from the sea stirred his shirt.

He seemed so defenceless Iker thought the sea was going to swallow him up and steal him forever.

And what would he have done for it? Was he going to keep still and watch? Or was he going to do something to regain control of the situation? Words went by themselves...

"I will love you till the end of my days. I will love you as a boy or as a girl. I can't let you go away. I'm sorry, but just I can't." This was what Iker had to tell Fernando.

Fernando kept still. All seemed still. Sea, breeze, sand, moon...all was an illusion, because in that very moment all that existed was Iker and Fernando and Iker's words.

"Insoportable." whispered Fernando."eres insoportable."

All was still. The air became suffocating. The soft sound of the waves seemed an unbearable buzz. Then a laugh broke the immobility of the moment.

Fernando was laughing. His clear laugh rang trough the air and all started to move again.

"I'm sorry, Iker. I'm not laughing at your words, I swear. It's only that we are such stupid men... We hadn't understood yet what was this all about... I'm sorry, Iker... It's only that we definitely love each other, and love makes us do silly or dangerous things. You were wrong about what happened this night, but a lot of other times it was me the one who did mistakes... and I suppose things will go wrong again. But what matters is that I'm sure you'll be there for me every time I'll need you. What matters is that I'll feel your arms on my shoulders every time I'll look for you."

"Iker..."

Fernando and Iker were stretched out on their bed. They were hugged and naked and lost into their own world.

"Fernando, this is something very important. It's a step I want you to do very carefully. It will be painful and I don't want you to remember it as a troublesome thing."
"I know but I can't manage to be calm. I want it. I really want it. But I'm nervous and I can't help it."
"Better if you relax, my love."

Iker hugged his lover and began to kiss him passionately, pushing his body against Fernando's, while his hands wandered trough his chest and down on his legs, caressing the inside thigh.
Fernando's manhood was wet and Iker passed his hand in it, stroking it and making Fernando moan.

Fernando felt helpless and in need of love. He really wanted to feel Iker inside him, but he was afraid of the pain that we knew he would have felt. He didn't fear to surrender to Iker. He knew Iker loved him and would have never hurt him. He wanted all to be perfect, because that was also Iker's first time.

"Love, my precious love... my little Fernando... my boy, my man, my love..."

Iker's words echoed into his mind.

"Iker, Iker, please... wait. I'm sure I'm ready. I want it. I want to feel you inside me and I want you to feel inside me. Please, do it. With all your care and your love. Please..."
"It's ok, little one. You can stop me whenever you want. Now relax, my love. I'll try to be as gentle as possible."

Iker moved on top of Fernando and positioned himself between his lover's legs. With his finger looked for Fernando's entrance and started stimulating it; at first only rubbing it with his wet finger, then inserting it into Fernando, who reacted trembling and sweating.

When Iker thought it was the right moment he told Fernando to relax, that all would have been perfect, and done with love and care.

Then, as slowly as passion permitted, Iker penetrated his lover.

Fernando cried out in pain. Iker had tried to be careful and gentle, but what Fernando felt was unbearable. Tears wetted his cheeks but he told Iker that all was ok and that going on all would have bettered. And so it did.

Lost in a whirlwind of passion and love, they bound them to each other in an eternal oath.

END CHAPTER FOUR

On to Chapter Five